July, already?

A little nervous that July has crept up on us already. The kids went to my baby sitter's for the first time in several weeks yesterday, so I was able to go into work (school). I think many assume that a teacher's job is finished once the school year is complete. I wish. Last year, I worked all summer and was unable to go in and get anything prepped for the upcoming year. I started the year unprepared relying on only contract time to accomplish the endless list of tasks that I have. I never could catch up from the bits and pieces that take up time that is not available throughout the day and I can't stay late or go in on the weekends- so I felt a step behind and I carried the anxiety all year. I got in and we (our 2nd grade team) had 13 boxes of papers to count, separate, and file. Plus there are units for Science and Social Studies that we sort of create- so that takes a lot of time. Room prep, Workshop prep, lesson plans, parent letters, labeling everything for every student.....the list continues. There's no way that can be prepared in a few days before school starts and or the 30 minutes before and after school that is usually taken by parents, duties, students, bathroom breaks, or collaboration with team members. So ....anyway. I felt overwhelmed when I realized how many daycare days I left to achieve everything on my "list". I just have felt so much more happy since school got out. A big burden has been lifted following the year that I had. I guess I fear that it is possible that it could be repeated and I want to make sure I have done everything possible to prevent it and to keep myself sane from variables that I cannot control.
I just have to stay positive. It just effects your whole world (including your family and home life) when you are unhappy with your work life. I think we all have gone through that OR- had our spouses go through it. That feels even worse because you feel helpless to change anything. I LOVE teaching. But a tough class combined with a tough school situation just can take a toll.
But for now- cheers to a WARM 4th and everybody be safe!